Change is Good, Transformation is Better
As the year draws to a close, our minds relive the moments of this past year, many which
were marked by the hardships of the economic climate. The ailing economy has affected everyone’s livelihoods, attitudes and lifestyles indiscriminately of one’s walk of life.
Most of us, have had to change and adjust in small and in dramatic ways to the crisis and respond to our growing awareness that it’s a tougher world out there, and that you have to be even stronger to survive.
This ID story is about my dear friend Luca Loffredo, an Italian chef, a teacher, a survivor of AIDS, and most recently, a student of photography. The story is about change, about the difficult process of shifting one’s mindset, breaking away from the exterior perceptions of who you are and discovering what is at the core of your being.
This story is for the people out there, who at the moment, are thinking of their next steps, whether to change their careers, go back to school, to move somewhere else or to improve their personal or professional lives.
The story is written to honor Luca Loffredo, my best friend, a person who only two years ago, was close to the end, diagnosed with terminal Aids. Luca Loffredo is an individual who beat the odd s and is still, with great courage, improving his life, one day at a time.
Luca and I met in San Francisco in the early 90’s, when the city put the word “yuppie” on the map and when being gay meant living a very alternative lifestyle. We hit it off right away, as a newly arrived chef from Naples, he cultivated my passion for Italian culture, language and of course, cooking. He taught me almost everything I know about Italian cooking, having shared with me long discourses about food as related through science, history, literature and Neapolitan folklore. Today, his family still owns one of the oldest bookstore and publishing houses in downtown Naples. Luca was born in the midst of the Art of the Letters instead at the foot of the hearth. If it wasn’t for ‘America’, he would undoubtedly have ended up an eloquent professor of history or philosophy at the University of Naples, following the footsteps of the Loffreddo patriarchs.
In San Francisco, Luca quickly rose to the ranks of the restaurant world, becoming the executive chef of Prego, a popular Italian restaurant in Pacific Heights. His prolific career, pre-empted the era of the star chef -- with teaching stints at the San Francisco Cooking Academy, articles in newspapers, guest appearances at events, Luca Loffreddo was quickly among the culinary illuminati.
Feast and Famine do not serve the same customers, as anyone who has worked in the kitchen knows. As roommates, I would often greet Luca late at night after a fourteen -hour day at the restaurant, where he would head to our own small kitchen and non-chalantly make his own meal-- two pieces of white bread slathered with mayonnaise.
In those years, HIV and Aids were creeping buzzwords, only foreshadowing the ensuing epidemic of the late 90’s. No doubt, yuppies and gays alike, lived in excess. With the robust economy there was no reason not to party and celebrate the best that life had to offer. The years following, there ensued a series of crash and burn life experiences for Luca: a serious motorcycle accident, immigration problems, HIV related health issues, which ultimately resulted in his decision to get out of San Francisco.
Moving to Los Angeles in 2000, promised a new start with new opportunities to dazzle the local Italian food scene. With his declining health, that task seemed daunting, with the demands of running a kitchen and a business taking its toll. The hardest time for Luca was when he finally threw in the towel, and realized he was too sick to work. He no longer had the stamina to even handle pots and pans or the stove, the tools of his trade. Even consulting and small gigs were too challenging with his diminishing ability to juggle the work and his medical appointments. In 2006, while visiting Luca, I sat in his kitchen, sharing his odd comfort foods, cold pizza and fried chicken, with the sad realization, that his life as a chef had come to an end.
As they say, there is only one way if you hit the bottom. In 2008, I traveled to Naples on and emergency trip to visit Luca where he was convalescing in a hospital located high in the hills of the volcanic city.
Morale was at an all time low, Luca had the health of a seventy year old, with his immunity defenses highly compromised. The Italian doctor emphatically informed us that his condition was terminal and there was not much time left.
Despite all recommendations, and the protest of his family, Luca checked himself out and headed back to Los Angeles for a second opinion. A series of treatments, infusions, and therapies followed—and after two years, Luca is still standing. With the acceptance that he now had a ‘long-term’ disability, and that his chef’s work was no longer feasible, Luca begun to explore a different way of continuing to express his passion for food.
As a friend, the challenge for me, was to coach him into coming out of his isolation from his friends, family, and past colleagues, whom he saw as witnesses to his demise.
At my urging, Luca took the plunge and last year and signed up for classes at the Los Angeles City College. Enrolling as a student, felt awkward to him, especially being thrown with younger students who had no inkling or care for his illustrious past as a chef. But with an open mind and a willingness to learn, Luca found the catalysis he needed to transform his passion for food into another medium of expression. The technical aspects executing the photograph is exactly what is necessary to engage his perfectionist mind.
Unlike most food stylists, he chooses not use lacquer or color his subject to enhance the image. His approach is fresh and natural, highlighting his love for the strong colors of Italian ingredients. The attention to lighting and composition, makes his food images mouth-watering and true to their preparation and taste.
Days before we enter in 2010, I am sitting in Luca’s living room in his recently renovated 1906 bungalow in West Hollywood. Registered as a historical Landmark, the City of Los Angeles funded the complete renovation of this complex of single story bungalows, still maintaining its low-income housing status. After being displaced form his home for a year, Luca now enjoys the careful reconstruction of art deco tiling and cabinetry in the kitchen and bathroom, with the further improvement of energy efficient lights and low consumption fixtures.
He chuckles about his low carbon footprint nowadays, riding a bus to Los Angeles City College where he is completing his professional certificate in photography. He is even thinking of a four year degree in an Art School, as it seems, he has gotten a new lease in life. Luca’s latest achievements include a two page feature in the school’s Collegian magazine and he is working on a book in which he celebrates the process of his work, cooking the food, photographing it and eating it as well. After all, he says, the experience of food should be the same as you would experience in real life—authentic: with simple approach, simple ingredients and utterly delicious.








